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im still alive.
please dun delete my account huhuhu

as requested by dear zeeeeeeeling ^^, ( read more .. )

너밖에모르던 나의이두눈엔 너의하얗던 웃음
neo bakkeh moreudeon na-eh eedu nunehn neo-eh hayatdeon useum
나를부르던 너의모습만 (생각나)
nareul bureudeon neo-eh moseubman (saenggakna)
다시생각이나고 난 눈물이나고 다시 또 너를찾아해매
dashi saenggaki nago nan nunmuli nago dashi ddo neoreul chajahaemae

Baby baby please (please)

돌아서서한번만 딱한번만 날한번만 웃으며 날바라봐줘
dolah seoseo hanbeonman ddak-hanbeonman nal-hanbeonman useumyeo nal bara-bwajweo
이 제 나 를 떠 나 가 는 너
ee jeh na reul ddeo na ga neun neo
아직 지키지못한 약속이 너무많은데
ajik ji-kijimothan yaksoki neomu maneundeh
매 일 밤 을 울 고 있 을 나
mae il bam-eul ul go it seul na
이별이 나를물어뜯고 상처만남겨놔 Oh god
ibyeoli nareul mul-eo ddeutgo sangcheo man-nam gyeo-nwa Oh god

Romanized by susuimnida@LJ
credits to the person that posted the lyrics in the comment box in instiz lol

 sorry i haven been online for a while.
haven post in a while.
but still doing some random tweet-ing of cos.

just that im doing a lot of thinking (and stressing) right now.
nothing to worry about! ^^,

i''ll be back. soon!
baiyeom~

sorry for the late update!
dang why dun i have an awesome camera or sumthing.
my pics are nothing. my fancams are nothing either.
so im not gonna show them.
although the pics i added them in FB, that's all.

yes i get to see SHINee~~~
they are breathing in the same air as us *breathes
it's not that easy at all.
having to camp out at 11pm on the saturday until 11am when we are finally up at the rooftop garden.
im glad it's windy and all up there so i could finally get some sleep.
it was so nice to sleep when RDD was played all over again T_T
it didn't feel so long the wait when we were up there though lol

after watching all the fancams of the crowds outside of lot 1 and all, obviously we were in a more comfortable position at the rooftop garden, so i feel sorry for those that couldn't get to see them at all.
but anyway, there's this fancam that i love.
SHINee only appeared the last few mins but it''s not because of that.
i love how some of them started to chant, 'SHINee' and the rest followed suit. (including me)
and then pei fen, the MC decided to ask everyone to shout, 'SINGAPORE LOVES SHINee' together. (including me)
awesome. and then she wanted someone to sing RDD. and she started singing. not exactly nice to listen too (oops)
but everyone else started to sing as well. (including me)
seriously, if pei fei didn't stop them, they would have continued singing the whole song lol (not me, cos i stop right b4 key's part lol)
and the BEST part is, knowing that the boys were behind the stage listening carefully to all of us *prouds

i thanked whoever it was that wanted to exchange with me Minho's scratch card for Key's (does that make sense?)
cos i wanted Minho's. i was finally accepting Key's cos everywhere everyone wanted Onew's or Minho's.
so i thot i had no chance of getting Minho's.
when i finally got a chance to exchange, i was still thinking about it even though i could have just said yes the sec she asked lol
idk why i was hesitating at first. lol

Minho is so good-looking *squeals*
he was the first to say 'annyeonghaseyo' to everyone that will come up to him to get his autograph.
and you know what i replied back? just 'annyeong' lol but i smiled and all like i always do lol
and while he was signing, i had to say whatever i wanted to say cos tis was the only chance.
so i kinda said that i am a noona fan. but i said it .. in .. korean. omg paiseh sia. but i did it.
at least something daring that i ever did. >.<
i think Minho heard and approved of it lol he kinda nodded or did i hear him say, 'Neh or Yeh'
i didn't get much eye-contact safksgaghjkshdakj blame myself cos i tend not to do that sometimes. >.>
anyways, he said, 'kamsahamida'. Me too and then i had to walk off.
i walked past onew's booth but he was still signing at that time so i couldn't really see him up close.
but i get to see the rest of them!

afterall that, i just remembered (with cher) that we forgot to say like 'Dream Team' hwaiting to Minho. PHAIL.
couldn't think properly when we were there.
my legs were shaking after that. and i couldn't stop smiling to myself. lol
and really my eyes were tired.
once i close them, i dun think i want to wake up lol
AND AND i had the best sleep ever that sunday night lol

i will do this all over again if i get the chance to ^^

excited me! excited for both Hyunah AND Junhyung!
Damn sexy she dance lor. But it's her style anyway.
and yes i got jealous at one point when Junhyung starts rapping.
Hyunah's hands were all over him, esp that smooth face of his >.<
YOU LIKE IT RIGHT, JUNHYUNG ?!
but im OKAY now! REALLY.

so it's no wonder he was missing during one of Beast's outdoor performance.
(it was for MTV the M concert)
turns out he was filming for the MV i think.

*squeals* junhyung showed his eyes *squeals*
i can't wait for music bank ^^

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Chermaine - chercher~ that's what i like to call her by ^^
she look diff in person and in pic 'cos her picture was more of a side profile of herself.
so i thot she look chubbier and u know .. big lol but turns out, she's small and slim! she's cute with her braces lol
i wanna say that she's my noraebang buddy cos we will only start singing when there's english songs lol
i envy chloe cos both of them have something to talk abt, esp when it comes to fashion and blogshopping and all. and both like MBLAQ.
so Cher! i hope in the future we have more common things to talk about aite?
Love U<333

Chloe - chloeee~ always love to spell her name with extra eeees i dunno why.
the one i knew longer than the rest. chatango crew~ miss those times.
remembered Hoobae-Sunbae? cos i did GIFs before she started. so i was her sunbae heh
the 2nd person i met face to face, before we met the rest of them at our first sgelf gathering.
she, too, looked diff in person. the one thing i remembered is her laughter.
she just can't stop laughing lol and i love to smile and laugh anyway. heh matching2 eyy
i immediately felt close to her when i knew we were neighbours. funny right?
i thot we were really 5mins away from each other BUT not! lol
and i still have not been to her house! -shoots myself-
AND Hyunseung is not Arron! grrr
Love U<333

Danielle - daniiiiii~
the first time i met her was at Bugis, when we all ate dinner together!
didn't really talk much with her. sorry.
online, at the start .. i think she called me omma too right? i think so.
no one calls me omma! i dun wanna sound old huhuhu
her voice .. jjang!
her singing Dragonballz theme song .. even jjang!
and she's the peacemaker ^^
she seemed like she's older than me bcos of that. sorry i cant help much at that time. lol
Love U<333

Eekie - eekie! 'eekie's my real name'
Really .. i pondered for some time, whether eekie's her real name lol
and then i found out her sj-world username was enxuan. so she's at least someone familiar at the sg thread right?
she's definitely not quiet the first time i met her.
and i was wondering why she was already so close with yinting and germain.
then found out that they were already friends since sec school. ahhh.
THANKS eekie cos she was so enthu abt dancing, which got me into dancing as well.
and im not a dancing queen, really.
i like dancing, just like singing but i nvr got the chance to do more of it. so thanks.
and i hope i get to do more of it with u ^^
and im always there if u wanna spazz abt kikwang~
Love U<333

Faith. have a lil faith in me~~
ur 13 say what?! i just got to know today oops....
i dun remember much of everyone's age sorry. as long as i know im the oldest, can already.
the first time i saw her, she's small (cos im tall) and i remembered saying that she was cute!
i thot she's TALL cos Kyuhyun is TALL since she likes Kyu. Geddit? lol
she's the THRUSTER lol. she can thrust okay! i can't hmph.
and u owe me 22bucks tyvm. JUST reminding. ^___~
i love u maknae <333

Fanny. OMMA~
it's weird calling her by her name cos im used to calling her omma.
and i was the first to call her omma ^^
cos at that time, i haven eat dinner then she ask me to eat.
so from then, i call her Omma though she's younger than me lmao
and everybody else naturally calls her omma too.
she's happy-go-lucky the first time i met her to collect our sj-world towels.
i naturally felt closer to her. maybe cos she's also one of the oldest too?
anyway thanks OMMA for being there for me. i had someone to talk too when im feeling down at times.
thank u thank u thank u. Love u <333
her love for doojoon grew. thanks to me heh.
but dun like too much cos they're MINE!

Geneviene Gene~
u forgot me in your thank yous post OMG im sadddddd.
30th Nov 09. the day i gave yesung to u OMG.
i admit i regretted doing it. i too emotional at that time and i dunno why i did that.
im not gonna take him back but he's still forever my first <33333
even though i spazz alot about b2st these days, i still have not forgotten abt yesung okay?!
GENE. the first word that came to my head .. eggs lol
remembered how u had nothing else to talk about but eggs and ur home econs (other than yesung of cos)
she's really quiet the first time we met her.
the most epic day of my life, when yesung danced RDD.
watching it LIVE and she wasn't screaming/jumping whatever. ?!?!?!
instead u cried . right? lol
weird la this girl :p
haa sorry sorry. Love u<333

Germain. Gerger~~
I miss talking to her these days. she pops in once in awhile in the convo only. ):
she's someone i feel like hugging. cos she's huggables ^^
but nvr had the chance to hug her YET heh 
she's funny. she's JUST funny okay!
i like the way she talks. cute~
and i like her house when we came to see Music Bank LIVE
loveee her stuff toys ^^
Her moaning when we were watching that scary movie. ROFLmao
ok sorry.
Ger, i hope to get to know u more!
Love U<333

Jacelyn Got to see her a few times b4 i met the rest.
the 1st time she met the rest, everyone tricked her by mixing up our names.
cos i knew her earlier, i forgot to tell her who is who lol sorry!
so .. she's taller than me but she's only 14! she will continue to grow, im sure of that. lol
and she's cute cos she got dimples on both sides (i think)
but im scared by her vulgarities. so pro sia for her age.
i hope u can cut down on that ??
im sorry for another thing. i still unable to get her the sooyoung nametag.
star thots is cheating my money!!! grrr i almost forgot that i bought some stuffs from them.
anyway, im so sorry but i love u<333

Janice Janice seu~
First off, I LOVE U LOTSSSSS.. cos she ask me to say so :p
She's small too like Faith lol
Loves DBSK! and Yunho. always spamming the convo with HELLOTHERE.gif
everyone else is easily tricked but not me. HA!
i wish i was as big of a fan of dbsk. then i can spazz with her. ^^
and i wish for kibum to come back sooon! then she can for once spazz abt kibum prz
will always remember her red font in the sg elf convo. lol
continue spazzing abt yunho or changmin or whoever la!
Love U<333

Peiqi  peiqi~
i got mixed up peiqi and germain the first time we met.
idk why, dun ask. lol
oh! maybe cos both of them like Hyuk. lmao.
my other dancing partner ^^,
and i had fun when we queued up at 5am for BEG's signature.
will always remember her GaIn's solo dance. jjang!~
she's been to most of our house. but not mine YET lol
Love U<333

Sheryl Shersher~
i like sheryl lol yes im her stalker. i like~
my impression of her, like ah lian sia lol
maybe bcos of her hair. rofl.
but she's NOT at all like one, so dun worry ^^,
always wearing her black leggings lol
And bcos of her, i no longer call ryeowook, wookie anymore :p
love her Wook pic slideshow on her laptop. ^__^
practise on Henry's violin part ! [fist]
Love U<333

Yinting Yinting~~
she's very loud and her high-pitched voice.
the laughter .. even jjang! i like~
i thought my voice is too high-pitched.
i have someone now that surpasses mine muahahaha
she's cute la cos she's short .. and cute lol
why she suddenly become pervy one?! hmm
and i still haven hear her sing or dance. why not yinting why?!
oh! i love her itouch hehe. add more b2st pics/videos tyvk.
Love U<333

Yoojin yoojinahhh~
funny, that's not her real name at all. but im used to yoojin.
the yoojin that i know from chatango, used to be known as littlemissmeaty. remember?!
used to watch all those sukira cuts on YT and found out that she's managing the account.
it was before i knew much abt her. how coincidental at that time. lol
the first time i met her when i handed over the postcard for jungsoo's bday i think.
and the postcards were eventually safely sent to korea. thanks for sending all of them at one go. ^^
and right after we met, we went over to CC and i eventually got my yesung keychain and some photo cards, thanks to her lol
thank u for letting us use the dance studio at the condo.
i never forgot abt u Yoojin ahhh
Love U<333

Xieying
another maknae lol
she like yesung too! but she's always spazzing abt 2PM or whoever else.
nvr really mentioned much abt yesung so i couldn't understand her at first.
and i never mentioned this to her before.
but now im exactly like her lol since im always spazzing abt B2ST lol
so i understand her fully now ^^
Love U<333


they are my SG ELFs and im glad i met them.
happy new year everyone. sae hae bok mahni mahni badu sehyo~
for those who are starting school soon, finish up whatever HW and projects !
i wish i was still schooling. cos i miss hanging out with my mates. huhu
we shall meet again when we are all free aite !
BAIYEOM!